Cold fury
You stay at my heels
Like man's best friend
Pure anger
You hold me together
Like a tourniquet of sin
Peaceful darkness
You lick the wounds
That love drove in
Peace
Was the cunt
That held my tongue
Every time
His button was "pushed"
Calm
Was the undertow
That pulled respect
Away from me
In a fucking whoosh
Love
Was the circus mirror
That refused
To show the ugly truth
Apologies
Were the lies
That made me think
This was too much to lose
Delusional
I took your touch
To be unselfish
Your warmth
Inside of me
Something to cherish
But the truth
Behind you
Leaves the memories
Tainted
This ambitious love
Is no longer
A future
I painted
Hid me
When you fucking wanted to
Pushed me away
When you were through
Pulled me back
And said you didn't know
What to fucking do
Lied about me
And screamed
And called me insane
Your own demons
Are a bitter reflection
Of the truth
When YOU
Say MY name
